Rena17

Sometimes I can feel so lost even though I am around a crowd of people or just a few people that care about me. But sometimes I think really negative and just want to run away from my troubles even though I can never do that unless I have moved out of my house that I'm in right now. But sometimes I can be with my best friends and still feel lonely cause I'm either pretending to like them or I do like them its just that I'm left out. There are only a few people that I can not feel lonely or lost. I have to live with a battle of something not many people would believe that I have but I do. My parents are so blind of it that i just have to try t

Okay..... so i have had this one guitar for a long time and so i might try to play it and i don't really know if i should cause for one im trying out for talent show most ppl that know me knows why. So yea i just thought about taking it out but idk if i really should or not......ummm decisions decisions cause i will have to start off by scratch cause i cant remember any notes at all or if its worth it even though i think it is so yea comment if i you think i should or not cause i probably will most likely will anyways but yea!!!!!! =^D

So its official I do have it so excited for that sounds like all we are doing is unpacking sadly but you never know. So I have to be at the highschool that i go to on Aug,20th thru Aug.24 at 4pm to 5:30pm so thats my plans so far i can still do things before that just got to make sure i have my work out cloths for this and tennie shoes instead of flats. The only reason that im posting this is because i have friends on vacation so shout out to them.